마자. 웨 내가 안헸어??

Right. Why didn’t I do it?

Agatha Elma Febiyaska
3 min readMay 8, 2022

Few days ago, I met my good friends. One, I haven’t seen her after she moved and started working in Jakarta 2 years ago. The other one, I met her few months ago when she got some holidays. The last one, I just hung out with her last month.

We threw so many topics; from work to future to food to anything. When the friend I described first above, delivered her thoughts about living her life, she mentioned that she still followed my habit to always write some goals to begin a new year, WHICH I surprised that I didn’t do that for this year.

Why? Why didn’t I make it? Did I lose hope? Did I just get used to my daily activities and just want to do as what it always is? Why? Or simply I just didn’t remember to do so? Errr… for the latter, it doesn’t sound to be the correct answer because hey, I’d been doing it for years like… regularly. Even I checked my annual reflection that I wrote last December, I didn’t write the 2022 goals. 이상한에 찐자….

Looking at my written and unwritten plans (just in my mind), actually I have a big goal for this year, which had been failed few months ago :) So…. What should I do next?

AHA! I think I know why I didn’t write some points of goal for this year! It may be because I only focused on that one big goal :”) Okay, again, what should I do?

Actually, I had started to achieve another goal during my long-Lebaran-holiday. Hopefully, I really hope that it will somewhat come true soon before this year ends.

Besides that goal, of course I have to travel this year! It’s like… nothing can stop me now ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Jadi keinget pernah liat meme gitu ada tulisannya “If traveling was free, you’d never see me again”. Kalo sekarang, aku sih,

“When the pandemic turns to endemic, you’ll never be able to contact me on the weekend and you’ll see my skin got tanned on Monday”.

UNFORTUNATELY, my work only allows me to have full weekend (Saturday-Sunday) once or twice per month. Meanwhile, my leave quota is not unlimited :”)

NO WORRIES for me. I will still make it work.

Soooo, by today, I have planned to have 2 Indonesia trip and 1 global trip for this year.

Ummm, I think that’s all the goal that I can share here, so far.

And yes, I will try to write my goals to be reviewed by the end of 2022.

Xx

-el

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